My Grandchild  / Gramsey Soltis (Grandmother)
MY CHILD
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious one

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HOLIDAYS ARE FAST APPROACHING  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN MY PRECIOUS CHILD ,  TIME SEEMS TO SPEED ON, I AM JUST EXISTING. THE YEARS HAVE PASSED SINCE DEATH ITS GLOOM  HAS SPREAD A  SHADOW TO CAST. IN OUR HOME WHERE ALL SEEMED BRIGHT,AND TOOK FROM US A SHINING LIGHT. WE MISS THAT LIGHT AND ALWAYS WILL, FOREVER AND A DAY DEEP IN OUR  HEARTS YOU'LL ALWAYS STAY, LOVED AND REMEMBERED EVERY HOUR OF THE DAY. WHAT WOULD WE GIVE TO TOUCH YOUR HAND AND SEE YOUR SMILING FACE,AND HEAR YOUR VOICE ??? I CANNOT STAND MUCH MORE. I AM STILL IN THE DEEPEST DARKEST VALLEY IN MY WHOLE LIFE. WHAT  WILL GOD HAVE ME DO ? I CANNOT RUN OR HIDE FROM IT. BUT KNOWING YOU ARE HAPPY & CAN NEVER KNOW PAIN AGAIN, NO MORE TEARS 4 YOU, IS MY ONLY RELIEF. I ALWAYS KNEW  IN MY LAST BREATH ON EARTH I WOULD BE SAYING " BRIANA" BUT IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE DYING& LEAVING U .  DOES GOD NOT KNOW THAT I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO BURY MY CHILDREN AND GRAND-DAUGHTER    WHO WAS MY LIFE'S COMPANION ?? YES I QUESTION GOD AND HE KNOWS MY EVERY THOUGHT.  REST WELL MY BABY, I LOVE & MISS U SO. YOUR GRAMSEY Close

SAD IS THE HEART OF YOUR FAMILY  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN,GRAMSEY CANNOT DRIVE TO WEST VIRGINIA, WITHOUT YOU IN THE CAR BESIDE ME AS ALWAYS. I HAVE LOST THE COURAGE TO ATTEMPT IT RIGHT NOW. EVERY ONE TELLS ME I NEED TO GO AWAY FORA WEEK OR SO. HOW EASILY THEY CAN SAY THAT. BUT YOU WERE NOT THEIR GRAND-DAUGHTER, YOU  ARE NOT THEIR SOUL COMPANION. GRAMS HOPES THAT THEY NEVER KNOW THIS PAIN. GOD ALONE KNOWS HOW I MISS YOU,,OUR HOME IS MUCH TOO LONESOME EVERY DAY. MY ONLY PEACE IS TO KNOW WHEN THE TWLIGHT ENDS THE DAY,YOU ARE RESTING MAYBE ILL MEET YOU ONE DAY ON THAT SHORE. MISSING AND LOVING YOU FOREVER AND A DAY.  YOUR LONELY GRAMSEY Close

I FEEL LIKE I CAN JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH YOU  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA MY CHILD, GRAMS IS SO SORRY FOR BEING SO UPSET,YOU NEVER WANTED ANYTHING TO MAKE ME CRY. WHEN I AM          WITH FRIENDS I AM LONESOME, IN THE MIDST OF SOME JOYS I AM BLUE, A SMILE ON MY FACE AND A HEARTACHE,LONGING              DEAR CHILD FOR YOU.     YOU ARE FREE FROM ALL CARE AND SORROW, REST, WHERE NONE WEEP,TIL THE ETERNAL TOMORROW. I HAVE NO  REST , ONLY SORROW. KENNETH JORDAN IS ALL MY TOMORROWS. GOD I NEED YOUR HELP, I AM SINKING SLOWLY. SLEEP IN PEACE MY BABY. YOU SEE I NEED TO COME TO YOUR RESTING PLACE NOW, ITS 8PM. IT WILL NEVER END UNTIL I MEET YOU ON THE SHORE.  YOUR LONELY GRAMSEY   Close

A HARD DAY TO LIVE TODAY  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
DID NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE TODAY MY CHILD. NO REST, NO PEACE, NO NOTHING BUT KENNETH JORDAN MY SUGGIE. OH, HOW U WOULD LOVE HIM IF U COULD BE HERE. HE IS MY ONLY SALVATION. GOD PLEASE DO NOT ALLOW MY ANGER, MY HURT, TO SURFACE. THIS IS SOME TRYING TIMES. I NEED TO LEAVE THIS HOUSE TO REPLINISH MY SOUL. I AM SO VERY TIRED. PLEASE WATCH OVER MY GRAND-SON. BRIANA LYNN      HOW I LOVE YOU.  YOUR LONELY GRAMSEY Close

BRIANA LYNN MY CHILD  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
I OFTEN SIT AND THINK OF YOU AND WONDER WHY YOU HAD TO DIE,AND LEAVING A VACANT PLACE IN OUR HOME THAT NEVER CAN BE FILLED. BUT SWEET ARE THE MEMORIES THAT CAN NEVER FADE AWAY AS LONG AS I LIVE,,,,,OF THE ONE I LOVED SO DEEPLY,WHEN GOD TOOK YOU THAT DAY. I TRIED SO HARD TO KEEP YOU BUT YOU HAD ALREADY GONE. YOU TUCKED ME IN MY BED THE NIGHT BEFORE  & WAS SO HAPPY,KISSES ON MY FOREHEAD TO REASSURE ME EVERYTHING WAS FINE. YOUR FRIEND WAS HERE TO SPEND THE NIGHT AND YOU TWO WERE GOING SHOPPING THE NEXT DAY... I WAS AWAKEN BY BRITTANY SCREAMING  I LET BRIANA DIE.  AND SHE DID. BUT WITH ALL MY MEDICAL SKILLS, I TRIED TO BRING YOU BACK. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE OR EVER TELL,WHAT WAS SCREAMING AND PRAYING IN MY HEAD WHILE I WORKED ON YOU TO STRUGGLE TO BRING YOU BACK AGAIN. IT WAS YOU AND I AS USUAL,BUT GOD HAD USED HIS MASTER HAND TO TAKE YOU HOME WITH HIM. THAT SITE REPLAYS IN MY MIND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN. I DIED WITH YOU THAT DAY BY THE MASTERS HAND. THOSE THAT SAY THEY LOVE YOU NOW, NEVER TOLD YOU BEFORE,SO NOW THEY CAN LIVE WITH WHAT THEY KNEW SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID. YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY,YOU ARE THE PRETTIEST ANGEL, YOU ARE THE BREEZE THAT BLOWS ON ME WHEN I COME TO YOUR GRAVE. I SEE YOU IN EVERY YOUNG BROWN HAIR GIRL FROM AFAR, I HAVE TO TURN MY HEAD,YOU ARE THE RAINBOW I SEE .YOU ARE THE RAIN DROPS THAT FALL ON ME.   FOR YOU ARE EVERYWHERE WITH ME. I LOVE  YOU MY DARLING CHILD LIKE NO LOVE CAN EVER DESCRIBE OR BE FELT. GOD ONLY MADE ONE LIKE YOU & THEN HE BROKE THE MOLD. I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN,BUT I PUT ON THAT BRAVE FACE.  SLEEP IN HEAVEN WITH ALL THE ANGELS & GOD.   YOUR LONELY GRAMSEY Close

LIA ARMSTRONG  / MICHELLE SOLTIS (AUNT)
LIA, IF YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW ABOUT BRIANA, FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME.........440-476-0761 OR 440-878-3766.....

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MY BEAUTIFUL CHILD  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO BE YOUR GRANDMOTHER.YOU R PRESENCE LIT UP ANY AREA U WERE IN. YOUR GLOW COULD WARM A COLD PLACE. YOUR WARM, LOVING & CAREING,BUBBLY PERSONALITY COULD MAKE ANY DAY, BRIGHT & SHINEY. YOU SHARED EVERYTHING U EVER HAD, WITH EVEYONE. YOU NEVER REALIZED YOUR BEAUTY. OH, EVERYONE COULD NOT MISS YOUR BEAUTY.  IN MEMORYs FRAME WE SHALL KEEP YOU FOREVER& A DAY,BECAUSE GOD CHOSE TO MAKE YOU THE BEST THERE WILL EVER BE. HE ALLOWED US TO BE WITH YOU. IT SO SWEET TO SAY YOUR NAME, WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, AND STILL  DO. PEACEFUL THY REST DEAR DAUGHTER/ GRAND-DAUGHTER IN GODS KINGDOM  WITH NO PAIN, FEAR , OR TEARS.    YOUR GRAMSEY  MORAVIA LYNN SOLTIS  Close

Sweetest Child  / Lana
Briana, was the sweetest little girl, she was always so loving and kind.  I know because I was loved by her..... As she grew her beauty was breath taking and she was the focal point in every room.  She was loved by so many people, her kindness just radiated from her being, she could not keep it hid.  I will always miss you Briana, I know you cannot see the pain that your family is going through.  That is the wonderful benefit of Heaven, no pain or sorrow will ever touch the streets of that city, and no tears of death will ever touch your heart again, you are forever protected from the pain that we all must endure til the wonderful day when we are reunited.  I don't need to tell you to Rest In Peace, God has made sure of that, and He is in control and you will Rest til time is no more....XOXO Close

MY ONE AND ONLY PRINCESS PEAPOD...  / MICHELLE SOLTIS (AUNT)
PRINCESS PEAPOD...

I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO VERY MUCH.........AND I KNOW YOU KNOW IT........I HEARD YOU LOUD AND CLEAR THRU REV. MARY AND I KNEW IT BEFORE YOU TOLD ME THRU HER....

APPARENTLY SOMEONE WHO SEEMS TO THINK THEY WERE A PART OF YOUR LIFE AND WE ALL KNOW THEY ABSOLUTELY WERE NOT........HAS RECENTLY SURFACED AND HAS DECIDED TO COMMENT ON YOUR SITE........

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THAT PERSON WAS TOLD TO SHUT THEIR MOUTH AND BEEN BUSTED IN THE MOUTH AS WELL.......GUESS THAT PERSON MUST NEEDS TO BE PUT BACK IN HER PLACE AGAIN.......

SHE WAS WARNED HER BEFORE TO KEEP HER MOUTH SHOUT IN REGARD TO YOU AND MY MOTHER......AND WHEN YOUR FATHER CALLED ME WHILE YOU AND I WERE HAVING DINNER AT THE MAD CACTUS AND ASKED ME TO COME TO THE RIVIERA THINGS CAME TO A SCREECHING HALT AFTER THAT EVENING, DID THEY NOT???.....GUESS THAT PERSON WILL GET BUSTED IN THE MOUTH AGAIN.........

MICHELLE
440-878-3766
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MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON THE PEOPLE TRYING TO STILL HURT U.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN,  THE EVIL,SICK ,PEOPLE R TRYING TO GET TO ME THRU WRITING ON YOUR MEMORIAL SITE. THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN. THANK GOD, THEY CANNOT REACH U. GRAMS WILL USE EVERY CONTACT I HAVE TO FIND THEIR ADDRESS & GET THEM. YOUR FRIEND IN THE PROSECUTORS OFFICE WILL HELP ME. YOU REST WITH THE OTHER ANGELS MY BABY,NOT TO WORRY, UR AT PEACE. MISSING & LOVING U S ALWAYS ,YOUR GRAMSEY   LOOK HOW BEAUTIFUL YOUR AUNT LANA KEEPS YOUR SITE,,,BUT, OH HOW U LOVED HER. WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT HER. I DO NOT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT. Close

YOUR DAD IS HOME NOW  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
MY   SWEET CHILD, U CAN REST,YOUR DAD IS HOME NOW.I LOOK AT HIM & SEE U. REST WELL,YOUR DAD IS SAFE.  MISSING & LOVING U BEYOND DESCRIPTION.   YOUR GRAMSEY Close

NOTHING NORMAL SINCE U BEEN GONE  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN,  CANNOT SHOP WITH OUT YOU. SO LONELY,CRYING SILENTLY INSIDE & MY BROKEN HEART SCREAMS, " HOW, HOW, GOD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THIS"WHERE IS BRIANA LYNN,MY LIFE?? BUT U ARE EVERYWHERE//// JESUS SAID,"I AM THE RESURRECTION, AND THE LIFE, HE THAT BELIEVETH IN ME THOUGH HE WERE DEAD, YET SHALL HE LIVE" U ARE IN EVERY CELL OF MY BODY, OH HOW U LIVE.... BUT GOD HAS U IN HIS HEAVENLY LAND. SO MY CHILD WHAT DOES GOD WANT ME TO DO?? REST IN PEACE MY BABY, ILL BE THERE TOMORROW TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH U. JUST U & I AS ALWAYS. I REALLY WANT TO GO TO SLEEP & NEVER GET UP.  KENNETH JORDAN MISSES HIS SISSY,U CAN TELL THAT U ARE IN HIS UNSPOKEN THOUGHTS AT TIMES.HE WAS WITH U & I WHEN GOD TOOK U HOME.  HE & I DO NOT NEED TO SAY SOMETHINGS ALOUD, FOUR WE WERE HERE TOGETHER.  GOOD NIGHT MY BEAUTIFUL CHILD.   Close

Thinking of you  / Mary Beth Burton (best friend )

Hey bri i know i haven't been on your web site in a long time but that doesn't mean i haven't thought about you i think about you all the time i haven't been on the internet in probly about 8 months or so i miss you so much it's crazy i talk about you all the time to anyone who will listen there is always something going on that reminds me of you it's come to senior year now and i know you'll be there the whole way through i stop at the cemetary when ever i'm over that way i left my jr. year id up there i always try to leave something when ever i'm there your the best friend anybody could ever ask for and even though it's been a while scince i've seen your smiling face it's imprinted in my head just like you have made a big imprint in my life i know your still with me everywhere i go and you always will be after this school year i might be headed down to west virginia for college i still need to apply and what not i'm looking at mountain state university in Beckly WV as a medical major i'm looking into Ultrasound it's a 2 year degree but it's a start well i have to go now but i will definitly try to write again soon and as always i will never say good bye because that would mean forever so untill next time beautiful angel BEST FRIENDS FOREVER sisters at heart 
                        love, 
                   mary beth 
to the family michelle, lynn, and lana i think and pray for you everyday i would love to hear from you if you ever get a chance my house # is 1440-846-9997 and my cell # is 1440-832-0890 please call me whenever you get a chance talk to you later ~Mary Beth~

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TOO TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
WHAT WILL GOD HAVE ME DO.  THIS IS NOT LIVING. NO U, NO ME, NO NOTHING. I CRY IN SILENCE & ALOUD. GOD KNOWS MY EVERY THOUGHT. I FEEL LIKE I AM ON THE EDGE OF A LEDGE,IT WOULD BE SO EASY TO LET GO.  GOD HAS TAKEN THE ONE WE LOVED OFF TO HIS HEAVENLY LAND, AND I HAVE BEEN IN HELL, SINCE YOU LEFT. YOU TUCKED ME INTO BED THE NIGHT U DIED.IT TOOK YOUR FRIEND ZANDI OVER 2 YEARS TO WRITE ON YOUR ANGEL PAGE. SEE, U WERE THE ONE EVERYONE ADMIRED,BUT U NEVER BELIEVED GRAMS. I PRAY SO MUCH,IS GOD LISTENING? KENNETH JORDAN MISSES HIS SISSY. THE OTHER DAY HE HAD A LITTLE SNEEZE. HE SAID, THATS THE WAY SISSY SNEEZED.YOUR UNCLE MARK WATCHES ME CRY & CRYS INSIDE & ALOUD SOMETIMES. I AM SO CLUELESS AS TO WHAT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO. KENNETH JORDAN WILL BE 9 SEPT.11   HE IS GROWING UP SO FAST,TOO FAST, WHEN HE GETS A LITTLE OLDER MAYBE IT WILL BE EASIER TO LET GO. I WANT TO BE BURIED WITH OUR HEADS TOUCHING,YOUR DADDY WILL BE BURIED NEXT TO YOU.I DIE A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY WITHOUT YOU. TIME TAKES CARE OF NOTHING. NOTHING. I AM ANGRY INSIDE & HAVE NEVER LET IT LOOSE.GOD HELP US ALL WHEN MY ANGER COMES OUT. YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE THAT EVER COMFORTED ME WHEN I WAS UPSET. BYE F NOW MY CHILD. YOUR GRAMSEY  THAT ROSE OF SHARON HAS BLOOMED MORE SINCE I SAT DOWN HERE.THAT FLOWER WAS A SIGN FROM U & GOD REMEMBER??? Close

Sorry / Xandi Joyce (The Bestest )

So you would think that by now I would have come on here and said some stuff that I have been telling you every night in my prayers.. But I was a LITTLE alot scared... So I am going to CSU for Precalc and there is a guy named Eric who recently just lost his best friend Jenn And so we have been crying together and talking and such.. And it got me thinking so i have come on here to tell you and recount some of our great times together... From the begining we were made to be Best friends. The white hats.. Oh man.. We were the only ones with those hats and they are what made us friends... We had So much in common especially are additudes.. I remeber going to the dances and having the best times ever.. And checking out the guys.. and when we went out with Alex and Richard.. They were so LAME!! Then when we fought over who should go out with Matt... We were TOO boy crazy!! So I just wanted to say sorry i couldn't come to your 14th birthday.. And I wish that i never got sick..I'm sorry i couldn't be there for you more... And for all the petty fights we got into... But no matter what no one will take your place... The campground isn't the same without you.. All i do is drive around on the golfcart... But I do wish you couldve seen my daughter her name is Katrina Rose for pure and beautiful I was going to name her Briana Nicole but I think it would have been to hard for me and for Aunt Michelle.. So pretty much I miss you everyday.. getting the same clothes.. playing cards.. the sleep overs.. EVERY thing.. I remember being so jealous that you had all the NOW cd's and i felt horrible because they got lost...I don't even know if you ever found them... I remeber being in South Carolina on the 21st... And I couldnt wait until the Christmas party.. because you and matt were going to be there.. And I was going to tell you about all the HOT guys in SC... Well after you pasted away I went on a tangent did some badd things and said some bad things.... but it is all good... because i was thinking I would never see you again.. But really i will... hopefully not too soon because i have katrina to raise but soon enough.. And when it does come it can be Briana and Xandi again like it should  have been this whole time!!   Love you ALWAYS!! The real BESTEST!!

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Beautiful Angel  / Dessa Smith (Friend)

Briana is a beautiful angel watching over her family.

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I HAVE TO HIDE UNTIL SUNDAY.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, GRAMS HAVING A REALLY HARD TIME. I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU SEE ME CRY. BUT THIS PATH I WALK WITHOUT YOU HERE,. IS SO LONELY & DIFFICULT EACH STEP OF THE DAYS & NIGHTS. WHAT TO DO ? YOU LOVED THE CARNIVAL SO MUCH...... IN MY MIND YOU WILL BE THERE HAVING A GOOD TIME. GOD THE PATH I AM WALKING IS VERY DIM, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO, BUT COULD YOU MAKE IT HAPPEN? I AM STILL WAITING. GOD PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ASKING.  BRIANAS GRAMSEY Close

So sorry  / Christine Pollock
Lana, I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful neice Briana.  My love and thoughts are with you and the family and I pray that tiny moments of peace and comfort are found during these extremely difficult days until we are with our Angels again.

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MISSING YOU MORE AND MORE  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN,I GUESS YOUR AUNT LANA SAID IT ALL.  MORE AND MORE I MISS YOU,SOME MAY FEEL THE HURT IS HEALED,BUT THEY    LITTLE KNOW THE SORROW,,, AND AN UNDESCRIBLE PAIN THAT LIES WITHIN MY HEART COCEALED. I KNOW GOD ONLY LOANED YOU TO US. BUT NOT LONG ENEOUGH. THE SILENCE IS SOOO LOUD. GOD PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL,FOR I AM SO ALONE     AND CANNOT FIND REST. MY CHILD YOU WERE AND STILL ARE MY LIFE. GRAMSEY ALWAYS TOLD YOU SHE COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. NOW LOOK AT ME,NOTHING LEFT.I WOULD HAVE GLADLY WENT BEFORE YOU,BUT THE CHOICE WAS NOT MINE TO MAKE. BRIANA LYNN YOU SLEEP IN HEAVENLY REST,GRAMS ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU DID NOT WANT ME TO CRY,I AM SORRY.  REST MY CHILD. XO XO   Close