Happy Birthday  / Lana



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Briana, I would love to be able to wish you a Happy 17th Birthday in person, but God needed you more than we did I suppose.  I do miss you so much, but I know you are happy now and no one can ever hurt you.  You were loved in this life and much loved in death also... We will always miss you and remember you for the wonderful person you were.

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YOUR 17TH BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
Briana Lynn, no pen can write, no tongue can tell my sad and bitter loss, but God alone has helped so much, to bear my heavy cross. No one can tell anyone how or when to grieve. its a wave that washes over you at any time,place or hour. ONE trys not to think, for, you are right in every space or place. The love we shared can never be replaced. We were one. I will stop today to be with you,i always have the time & the need.  loving and missing you with my lost soul.  YOUR GRAMSEY   YOUR GRAMPS WAS THERE SATURDAY CHECKING AS ALWAYS. HOW HE MISSES YOU. Close

Rememberance / Aunt Michelle

Rememberance

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes
and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes
and see all she has left.
Your heart can be empty
because you can't see her,
or you can be full of
the love you shared.

You can turn back on tomorrow
and live yesterday, or you
can be happy for tomorrow 
because of yesterday.
You can remember her
and only that she's gone,
or you can cherish
her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back,

Or you can do 
what she'd want:

Smile, Open Your Eyes,
Love and Go on.

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Happy Easter  / Dessa Smith (Friend)
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NO LITTLE HANDS TO TOUCH ME AGAIN  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, HOW I MISS YOUR EVER BEING. IMISS YOUR LOVE,TOUCH,.SMELL, YOUR SMILE, YOUR LAUGHTER, YOUR HUGS,YOUR TEASING ME, YOU BEING ANGRY WITH ME,OUR WATCHING MOVIES TOGETHER IN BED,ESP. YOUR SCARY ONES,I MISS YOUR TINY DELICATE HANDS & YOU NEVER COULD KEEP FINGERNAILS,MISS THE FEEL OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL SILKY,SOFT HAIR.I MISS YOU ALWAYS BEING BESIDE ME, NO MATTER WHAT. TIME TAKES CARE OF NOTHING. I AM JUST GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS & WAITING. WAITING FOR WHAT?? Do not eat out much since you left me. sooo lonly , EVEN IN A CROWDED ROOM. ATTEMPTING TO LIVE , WITH NO SOUL, THERE ARE NO WORDS NOT ENOUGH TEARS & NOT ENOUGH PAIN TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE & MISS YOU MY CHILD. ITS TWILIGHT AGAIN & I WANT TO COME TO YOU AGAIN.  GRAMS KNOWES HOW YOU DID NOT WANT ME TO CRY OR BE UPSET,FORGIVE ME THIS TIME IF YOU CAN. REST IN PEACE BABY GIRL & MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY LOST SOUL. Close

JUST TO LIGHT YOUR CANDLE.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, MY CHILD,JUST LEFT YOUR RESTING SITE & THERE ARE 2 MORE NEWLY ANGELS ADDED TO HEAVEN CLOSE TO YOUR SITE.  MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON THEIR FAMILIES. YOU ORIENT THEM TO HEAVEN WITH AUNT ROXIE,EDWARD LEE,& VALLEY. GRAMS FEELS THEIR PAIN. 1 WAS 19YRS. OLD & OTHER 43YRS. OLD . SOOO YOUNG. ITS GETTING TWILIGHT TIME. MISSING YOU MY CHILD. RIP Close

ITS TWILIGHT TIME  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, KENNETH JORDAN AND I BROUGHT YOU SO MANY CUTE THINGS TO YOUR RESTING SITE TODAY. I CANNOT STAND THIS,I AM RETURNING TO YOU NOW. I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE & I DO NOT WANT TO TRY ANYMORE.I MUST RETURN TONIGHTTO YOYR RESTING PLACE,FOR WHATEVER REASON GOD HAS. I MISS YOU & AM IN TEARS,SOUL HURTING AND DO NOT KNOW WHAT GOD WANTS ME TO DO.  GOOD-NIGHT MY CHILD. GRAMSEY WILL BE THERE SHORTLY. YOU REST MY BABY. Close

PEACE BE THY REST MY CHILD.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, AT TWILIGHT WHEN THE DAY IS DONE,,,,,AND SUNSET FLAMES THE SKY, I THINK OF YOU DEAR CHILD,AND ALL THE HAPPY DAYS GONE BY. THOUGHTS OF YOU COMING DRIFTING BACK,,,,,WITHIN MY DREAMS TO STAY. TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE RESTING,WHEN THE TWILIGHT ENDS THE DAY. NO ONE CAN EVER HURT YOU AGAIN, BUT OH WHAT A PRICE THAT WAS PAID & THE BURDEN OF SUCH PAIN. LOVING & MISSING YOU MORE EVER DAY I BREATH.  YOUR GRAMSEY RIP Close

BRIANA / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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MADE EASTER RESERVATIONS FOR EASTE IN WVA.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, CRYING ALREADY. REMEMBERING OUR PAST EASTER HOLIDAYS WITH AUNT ROXIE. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE TO BE NORMA?? LOVING & MISSING YOU WITH MY HOLLOW SOUL. YOUR GRAMSEY Close

GOING TO SIGN YOUR CLEVELAND PLAIN DEALER MEMORIAL SIGHT JUST 1 MORE TIME  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, GRAMS IS GOING TO SIGN THE PLAIN DEALER NEWSPAPER MEMORIAL SITE FOR 1 MORE TIME, & IT WILL BE THE LAST TIME I WILL LOOK AT THAT SITE. GRAMS IS CLOSING THAT CHAPTER,FOR THE LAST TIME. YOU NEED TO BE ALLOWED TO REST IN PEACE MY BABY. JUST TRYING TO ALLOW YOU TO GO FREE FROM ME A LITTLE. MY HEART HURTS BADLY TONIGHT, TEARS JUST FALL LIKE THE RAIN. NOTHING WILL BE FINISHED UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN, IF GOD ALLOWS ME THAT PLEASURE. SLEEP WELL MY CHILD,NOTHING WILL EVER MATCH  MY LOVE FOR YOU. I KNOW I HAVE A SOUL, BECAUSE ITS IN PAIN.  OH HOW I MISS YOUR PRESENCE. WHAT WILL GOD HAVE ME TO DO ??? RIP Close

HOW I MISS YOU  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, MY CHILD,HOW I MISS YOU. YOU WERE WITH ME TODAY IN THE CAR WASH, HOW YOU USE TO GET AGGRIVATED IF I USED THE WIPERS. BUT WE LAUGHED A LOT. MY LOVE, MY LOVE, WHAT WOULD OR WILL GOD HAVE ME DO?? YOU WERE MY OXYGEN.  YOUR GRAMSEY Close

BRIANA LYNN, YOU WERE MY SOUL COMPANION & STILL ARE  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
YOU WERE UPRIGHT & JUST IN ALL YOUR WAYS. LOYAL & TRUE THROUGH YOUR DAYS.YOU SILENTLY SUFFERED, PATIENTLY BORE ALL THAT DISAPPOINTED YOU. SO IN GRAMS MIND, GOD TOOK YOU HOME SO YOU WOULD SUFFER NO MORE.BUT MY GOD KNOWS HOW I SUFFER SINCE HE TOOK YOU HOME. GOD PLEASE HELP ME. I AM TRYING. ONLY GOD CAN HEAL A BROKEN HEART. MISSING YOU WITH MY LOST SOUL. YU WERE MY SOUL PROVIDER. I WONDER WHAT IF???   REST IN PEACE MY CHILD. NO MORE PAIN FOR YOU.  GRAMSEY Close

My Princess Peapod....  / AUNT MICHELLE
Princess Peapod.......

Thanks for coming to visit me last night.........Our shopping spree was not enough for me........I woke up this morning thinking/wishing/hoping that you were still alive and up at Grandma & Grandpa's house and that we could REALLY go out and go shopping like we always did.......

I love and miss you soooooooooooooooo very much and keep so much of my turmoil and hurt inside of me........no one really has a clue........

XO XO XO

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Thank God For You  / Lana Marcum
"I Thank My God Upon Every Rememberance of You."  Philippians 1:3

I do thank God for letting me know this wonderful person.  She was so kind and gentle.  Each thought of Briana brings Sweet Memories that flood my heart like a river.  I just pray for the family now, because I know she is resting in the arms of Jesus.  Please don't be angry at God, He only takes the Best!  She was a Beautiful Rose for the Garden in Heaven.  We do not know what the future held for our sweet Briana, only God knew and we have to know and believe that He knows what is best for us all.  Remember, no one will leave this world alive, everyone has to taste the chilly hand of death.  For the Christian, this world is as BAD as it is gonna get, but for the unsaved, this world is as Good as it is gonna get. Close

MY LAST DAY WITH YOU  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMS)
BRIANA LYNN, MY CHILD. IF I COULD BE AT THE FUNERAL HOME AGAIN ON THAT DAY,THERE WOULD BE JUST YOU & I. I DID NOT GET TO SPEND ENEOUGH TIME WITH YOU THAT DAY.SO MANY PEOPLE THERE. SOME THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN & SO MANY THAT SHOULD HAVE NOT. I COULD NOT PUT YOU IN THE GROUND ON THAT DAY,SO I KEPT KENNETH JORDAN HOME WITH ME. NO ONE IN THIS FAMILY SAW HOW DEEP,DEEPLY I WANTED TO SCREAM & CRY. BUT I HAD KENNETH JORDAN TO THINK ABOUT. HIS SISSY WAS DEAD & HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED. ONLY YOU & GOD KNOW MY CHILD HOW I FELT & FEEL. ITS NEVER EVER GOING TO BE BETTER. YOU WERE MY SOUL.  REST IN PEACE MY BABY. NO ONE CAN EVER BE MEAN OR SCARE YOU AGAIN.  YOUR GRAMSEY Close

I now know  / Missy Johnson (careing visitor )

I now know the pain all too well. I have lost many in my 32 years, but i lost my best friend and soul mate on Dec 18th at 724 am, I now know how bad a person really can hurt.
Something drew me here looking for some form of comfort or peace i guess, im so torn and not having any answers is killing me.
I know now how bad a heart can shatter when someone you love so dear is taken, not just someone you love but someone who is a part of you.
Everyday i wait for the phone to ring, when it does and its not my best friend i get mad, when it doesnt ring i get mad its a no win situation, briana i feel like your Grammy the hurt is bigger than i am, i dont know how to deal with it.
the tears come easy nothing i can do will stop them. people say time heals all pain, well i dont believe that. 
trying to learn how to live without half of you is the hardest thing ever, even the simple things become hard. You prolbally never knew that even the smallest of things you did are missed so terrible now.
I know as i walked up to my friends casket it tore me up.
I reached out and held his hand bent down and kissed his lips, hands that had once been warm and loving were now cold, lips that had made mme laugh so many times with the funny things said were now silent, eyes that had once shone with such a bright love and zest for life were now closed for eternity. a life ended way too short, a friendship that will live on through eternity yet im so selfish i want him here with me, i need my best friend i dont know how to get through the day without him.
Briana I now know your familys pain, I know the deperation for answers, i know the desperation even just for the slightest sign you are ok, i know the desperation to hurry through life just to see you again, please briana bring some comfort to your family. It hurts so damn bad going through the days without a huge piece of your heart, you even miss the dirty socks left laying on the floor.
I spoke many months ago with your Aunt and Grammy, they both hurt so much and miss you terrible, they need to feel you close, please watch over them. I know God has a bigger plan for all of us, yet right now i find myself trying to find out if those we love can hear us if we call for them, if they can still feel ur love and if they will be there waiting for us when we get there. 
i held him and sobbed for almost n hour told him my heart, told him how much i loved and looked up to him i pray he could hear me.
Im missing my best friend and nothing will ever change that, briana you were loved more than you will ever know. When someone loves you from the heart part of them leaves with you.
May you rest in peace Angel, i say a prayer for your aunt and grammy quite often and i think of them a lot.
You touched my life and you never even met me, young lady you had more to offer people and you had so much life yet to live, but special as you are you have even touched and changed lives for the better even after death. 
Grammy~ from my heart to yours I know the pain all to well and i sure wish we didnt know it like this! feel free to email me if you would like i will help you best i can. Sometimes you just never really know what its like untill you have had to walk that path, this is not a fun path to walk, its a long hard path, one full of rocks and branches to trip and fall on, one you should not have to walk alone. I am here and willing to walk it with you and Ill do my level best to help you back up when you trip and fall. 
lana~
i hope and pray your heart is finding some peace, I pray often for your family and i think of you all often. Like i told Grammy i am willing to walk the patch with you also.
loseing people you love shatters your heart and soul and no amount of super glue is going to hold it all back together, it cant not when your missing a huge piece.
hopefully God hears our pain and will allow us to see our loved ones again, i can not see him not letting us be with those we loved and loved with all our hearts and souls.
Im sorry for rambeling, its been a rough day one where the memories flood you and you have to stay busy as you have no other choice even if i wanted to just stay in bed all day and cry.
my heart is with you all, hold on tight to the memories, they are the gift left behind for us.
Much love
Missy

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WHAT DOES GOD HAVE IN STORE FOR ME??  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, MY SWEET BEAUTIFUL CHILD, MY LIFE HAS BEEN ON HOLD SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LAST BREATH. GOD PLEASE LIGHT MY PATH AGAIN. BRIANA, GRAM DOES NOT WANT TO HOLD ON TO YOU & BE SELFISH.I CAN NEVER FORGET YOU,BUT INEED TO ALLOW YOU TO REST IN PEACE WITH GOD. I AM TRYING.  GOD I NEED MORE HELP.  MISSING & LOVING & HURTING WITH A DEPTH THAT CANNOT BE DESCRIBED.  YOUR GRAMSEY Close

Just a Mom that is going throught the same Pain  / Pat Holden
Hello, You don't know me at all.  I was on the Angel website this morning and found your Granddaughter's site. My oldest son who was 21 died 8 months ago and its like it was this morning. I am having a really hard time just trying to cope, You know this pain. My son too lived with his Grandma, who is 73 and a widow. I lived 2 miles from her home. My son lived with her because he didn't want Grandma to be alone. I know she is dealing with a loss just like I am. she was the closest thing to his mom other then me. She did alot of nourishing for him and I aprreciate that so much. It sounds like you were and still are that for your baby girl. She is blessed to have had you in her life and take care of her. Some people don't realize the tight bond that some Grandparents have with their grand children. The closeness that will never go away not even in death.I hope I'm not making you feel worse, but my mom knows what its like to walk into her home and know this is where my child breathed his last breath. He died in his sleep in her basement, he had a brain anorism.You have to keep going for her, keep her memories fresh. no matter how much time goes by, she is always right there with you just like before. I look at other sites and pick ones that come close to me and your girls, did, i will keep you in my thoughts and pray for you, maybe Anthony is teaching her how to play basketball, she might be the head cheerleader in Heaven.  Peace to you and yours.
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THE QUIETNESS IS SO LOUD.  / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, THIS IS NO WAY FOR GRAMS TO ATTEMPT TO LIVE. ITS SO QUIET IN THIS HOUSE ,THAT ITS KILLING ME. YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH ME,BUT MY SOUL IS GONE WITH YOU. ITS SO QUIET,I WANT TO SCREAM,BUT,COULD YOU HEAR ME? I AMSO LOST WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE. ALL DAY I RESISTED COMING TO YOUR RESTING PLACE. BUT NOW AT 7;30PM I AM COMING TO YOU. HOW CANI NOT. GRAMPS IS AT WORK & I HAVE CRIED ALL DAY.YOU SLEEPON MY BELOVED,SLEEP AND TAKE THY REST;LAY DOWN YOUR HEAD UPON THY SAVIOR'S BREAST. WE LOVE YOU WELL, BUT JESUS LOVESYOU BEST& YOU WEREONLY LOANED TO US.  GOD HELP US ALL.  YOUR LOST GRAMSEY THIS IS SUCH DEEP VALLEY TO BE IN. Close