Hey lovely. I'm in college right now in my computer class. I'm pretty bored. I was looking for random stuff and came across this site. I remembered that you're on this site...so I found you. Ha. I hate to say it but I kinda forgot about this site. I remember it sometimes and then I don't. I did make you a MySpace though. I might make you a Facebook but I hate Facebook and hate how the set up is on it. So...maybe not.
Anyone that's reading this add Briana on MySpace please and thank you. She's not hard to find on it...but here's the email address i have for her MySpace login thingy to help you find her more easily.
I miss you so much Briana Lynn Soltis. I think about you all the time. It's still so hard to believe that you're gone though. I often wonder what life would be like if you were still here. I can't change the past though. Meibe it's better you're in Heaven because here isn't so great anymore. Everything is getting worse and worse and not many people realize it.
I am going to go now. I love and miss you so much.
Truer words were never spoken she was a special person
To the world she was just another person but
To her family she was the WORLD!
She is missed every single day of our lives not a day goes by that one of us don't say her name.....
Her Gramsey is still not the same she may never be again but everyone who loved Briana is trying to maintain some kind of normal life for the sake of everyone else.... Hard as it is others deserve to have a normal life... not one filled with grief Briana would not want that. I hope these words don't upset anyone but just know that I love you all and I truely miss our lil' Princess!
It's been a while / Jay Cunningham (Early High School friend )Read >>
It's been a while / Jay Cunningham (Early High School friend )
Briana Briana Briana. Do you remember Zack Lovett? He was kind of the annoying kid in school and always had enemies and what not. Well he passed away a week ago and watching his memory tapes made me feel very upset. Not for just the fact that he's passed away but, I've made my condolences with him, his family, and friends but never did for you. It's sad that it took someone else's life for me to remember yours. You used to laugh at everything I said. You were a very sweet person Bri and I am blessed to say that I was a friend of yours. To the family even though 9/10 you don't know or remember me but your girl was special and even though gone from this world, will still live reign in our hearts.
R.I.P Briana Close
Happy Valentine's Bee Mine / Dessa Smith Joseph's Mom (connected by angels )Read >>
Happy Valentine's Bee Mine / Dessa Smith Joseph's Mom (connected by angels ) Close
Gramsey/ Lana
Well Briana, as you know, your Gramsey has been grieving so much since you left that she is litteraly trying to sleep her life away.... Well yesterday I finally got all over her and told her you would not want her to do this... She has really distanced herself from the entire family and now it is time for her to get on with living... I did remind her that she is not the only one who lost you... Michelle has tried to keep going and doing what she needs to do for KJ, and I know it is hard on her too... and your Grandfather has held everything together... Now it is time for Gramsey to help everyone else out...I do hope Gramsey is going to mend some fences and try to make a genuine effort to be more involved with KJ, and to abide by his mother's rules for him... and to try to live again, instead of forcing herself to sleep, in hopes she will wake up and it was all a dream. Maybe you will rest better if everyone will try to go on with life, as hard as it may be to do... YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR MINDS AND HEARTS... BUT WE MUST GO ON!!!!! LOVE AND KISSES TO YOU IN HEAVEN.... Close
HERE WE ARE, YOU'VE BEEN GONE 4 LONG YEARS AND THIS IS MY 5TH CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU...THE CHRISTMAS PRESENT I HAD UNDER MY TREE IN 2004 IS STILL SITTING IN THE SAME PLACE 4 YEARS LATER...I ALWAYS PLACED A PRESENT EARLY UNDER THE TREE TO DRIVE YOU CRAZY AND I KNEW YOU ALWAYS PEAKED...IT'S STILL HALF-OPENED FROM WHERE YOU PEAKED BEFORE YOU LEFT US...
AS I AM COOKING THIS EVENING FOR DINNER TOMORROW, THE MANY MEMORIES OF YOU AND I IN THE KITCHEN ARE RACING THRU MY MIND...MAKING ME MISS YOU EVEN MORE...
I KNOW KENNETH JORDAN MISSES HIS "SISSY"...AS DOES EVERYONE IN YOUR FAMILY MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOO VERY MUCH...
I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT WITH TIME IT GETS EASIER AS SO MANY PEOPLE TOLD ME AT YOUR FUNERAL, BUT I CAN'T SAY THAT AND DON'T THINK I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DO SO...
ANNA-BANANNA...I AM NEVER GOING TO UNDERSTAND WHY???...I WAS TOLD NOT TO ASK A QUESTION WHERE GOD PUTS A PERIOD, BUT I CANNOT HELP MYSELF IN ALWAYS ASKING/WONDERING "WHY"...
I HEARD YOU UPSTAIRS LOUD AND CLEAR YESTERDAY...AS DID BLACKIE...YOU WOULD HAVE LOVED THE BIG BLACK DOG OF KENNETH JORDAN'S...
PLEASE COME BACK TO ME IN MY DREAMS AND I PROMISE THIS TIME I WILL FOLLOW DIRECTIONS AND NOT TRY TO GRAB YOU AND RUN AWAY WITH YOU...(OR ATLEAST I'LL TRY NOT TO...)
KEEP AN EYE OVER YOUR FATHER, HE IS GOING THRU A ROUGH TIME AND HAS A LOT TO DEAL WITH ON HIS PLATE...UNFORTUNATELY NO ONE CAN HELP HIM, BUT HIMSELF...
WHILE GOD MAY HAVE TAKEN YOU FROM US HERE ON EARTH...THE ONE THING THAT NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY FROM ME IS ALL OF OUR MEMORIES...
OH PRINCESS PEAPOD, HOW I WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT...
LOVE & MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER EXPRESS!!!!!!!
4 years and seems like yesterday / Sammy Hill (Friend)Read >>
4 years and seems like yesterday / Sammy Hill (Friend)
Hey Briana..
It 's me sammy hill..yeahs its been a long time to come and leave a message..its crazy though because I try to call ur grandma once in a awhile and you know everytime I call her I can just hear the tears coming down her face...I wrote a story about you awhile ago for school and I wanted it to be about you..It was suppose to be a moment in your life you most remember..And for some reason the only real strong memory was of you and the funeral....i gave it to your grandma..I left if in her mailbox and when I called to make sure she got it..she told me that she loved reading it...Briana I miss you so much..I was having a baby and found out she was due on your birthday...but on the 13 I lost her...i just found out i was having a girl...I was so sad I was so ready to be a mom.. the one thing I had that was mine and apart of me was taken and I was so sad..but what made me feel good was the she was up there with you..I miss you alot and wish you were here...i lvoe ur grandma alot and i wish you were still here because your grandma really misses you sweetie..we all do..love you so much...
Four years ago today a precious heart stopped beating. A devoted Grandmother stopped living. A loving family stopped being. A little boy was left without his Sissy. Time just came to a stop. A Beautiful Angel got her wings. Everyone is lost without her.
Briana,you were just to perfect for this world. Please help Gramsey to feel your kisses.Let her have many dreams of the wonderful times you shared. Send her signs you are with her always. Give her strength to grow up KJ. Give her courage to smile on the sunny days
you send her. Give her peace & comfort wrapped in your wings. Keep her warm on a cold day with plenty of kisses. Tell her how much you love her in the wispers in her dreams. Let her see the happiness & joy KJ wants to give her. Please bring blessings to all. Rest in Heaven and never forget to smile for your Gramsey.
Thank you for all the happiness and joy you brought to everyone in your short time on earth. You know you are GRAMSEY'S GIRL FOREVER
HI BEAUTIFUL ANGEL / MARIA NY (FRIEND)
Sending you love and prayers on this beautiful day. Please wrap your wings around Gramsey and let her feel your love and give her comfort. Help her feel the love of others for her. For you she will do anything. Be at peace BEAUTIFUL ANGEL & let peace find your devoted Gramsey. Always in my heart & thoughts.. Maria Close
Hey bri this is the first time i've been on here in a long time and i feel really bad but it's just so hard to do it sometimes i go to the cemetary all the time and sit there and talk to you i miss you so much it's still so hard to believe your really gone i use to try so hard to think of all of it as a bad dream and that i would be able to see you or talk to you the next day but i can't i know some day i will but not soon enough i think about you offten acttually there really isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about you or your great family i see your grandma at marc's once in a while when i'm working and your aunt sometimes to i love your family so much as if it were my own your grandma treats me so while when ever i see her she always gives me a big hug and says she loves me it really kinda reminds me of you when ever you would see me you would greet me with a hug and when ever we were to part you would always hug me good bye and wisper in my ear sisters at heart it's so hard to go on with out you i was told it would get easier and in a way it has but yet it really isn't you were my best friend in the whole world we always talked about what we would do if we didn't have the each other well bri you never left me with any options so i'm lost i don't know what to do it is so hard to go on and do things that we could have done together i know your always with me but it just isn't the same i miss you dearly briana lynn untill next time and to brianas family you will always and forever be in my thoughts and prayers and if you ever need anything i will always be here for you like you were to me i send you all my love and hope all is going as good as it can please keep in touch love, mary beth
ps. bri i send all my love up to heaven hugs and kisses all i ask is that you pass some on to my grandparents and my brother and to eric and all the others i have lost over the years thank you !
YOUR ROSE SMELLING ROSARY / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)Read >>
YOUR ROSE SMELLING ROSARY / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
THE SPECIAL ROSARY FROM MARIA WAS RECEIVED WITH MUCH THANKS, GRATITUDE AND TEARS. TODAY AND EVERY DAY BRIANA LYNN,I RECALL SAD BUT BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF A DEAR CHILD GONE TO REST,THE ONE WHO THINKS OF HER EVERY DAY IS THE ONE WHO LOVED YOU BEST. A SILENT THOUGHT, A SECRET TEAR, KEEPS YOUR MEMORY EVER DEAR. I AM ALWAYS LONESOME BRIANA, EVEN IN A CROWD, WHAT TO DO, JUST KILLING TIME TILL HOPEFULLY, I'LL GET TO SEE U MY LOVE. OH , GOD HAVE MERCY ON MY HURTING SOUL. LOVING U ALWAYS AND A DAY. YOUR LONESOME GRAMSEY Close
Rosary/ Maria NY (friend)
Dearest Briana, I tried to replace your stolen rosary. Dont know if it was received. I tried, I cried. Send with all my heart. Please pray for my family. God bless you & give Gramsey my love. Blessings & hugs Maria Close
WHAT DOES GOD WANT FROM ME. / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)Read >>
WHAT DOES GOD WANT FROM ME. / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
TEARSTREAM DOWN MY FACE AND WHEN U CANNOT SEE THEM , THEY ARE STREAMING INSIDE MY THOUGHT, MY EVER BEING. THERE HAS BEEN NO PEACE FOR ME SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE. I LOOK BUT I DO NOT SEE. ITS GETTING TO WHERE GRAMS CANNOT BE BOTHERED WITH PEOPLE. I HAVE BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME. IT WILL SOON BE WINTER. JUST ONE MORE REASON TO STAY HIDDEN INSIDE. WHAT IS OUT THERE FOR ME? I LOVE U MY CHILD, I KNOW THERE CAN NEVER BE A LOVE LIKE OURS. I AM SLOWLY SINKING AS THOUGH I AM IN QUICK SAND. I OF YOUR FRIENDS IS PREGNANT, OTHERS THAT WERE SUPPOSE TO BE IN COLLEGE , ARE NOT. YOU MY YOUR DAYS BE FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND DANCING WITH ALL THE OTHER ANGELS, SITTING AT THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD.MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL WASH UO WOULD HAVE BEEN SO DISAPPOINTED WITH SOME OF THEM. THEY COME TO SEE ME TO TALK ABOUT YOU, THEY MEAN WELL, BUT THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT JUST LOOKING AT THEM, I SEE YOU, AND IT MAKES ME FALL DOWN ALL OVER AGAIN. PLEASE COME TO MY DREAMS MY CHILD, FOR I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE ME LOVE, BUT U.MAYBE IF U HAD LIVED, YOUR FRIENDS LIVES WOULD HAVE TURNED OUT BETTER. A UNT LANA GAVE ME SOME JAPANESE CHERRY BLOSSOM FRAGRANCE FOR THIS HOUSE, 4U AND ME, IS IT NOT JUST BEAUTIFUL?? RIP XO XO TELL GRAMPA VALLEY, HELLO. YOUR GRAMSEY Close
EVERYONE IS STILL DRAWN TO YOU / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)Read >>
EVERYONE IS STILL DRAWN TO YOU / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
YOU SEE BRIANA LYNN, EVEN AFTER YOU ARE GONE TO HEAVEN, PEOPLE STILL R DRAWN TO YOUR RESTING PLACE. THE ELDERLY GENTLEMAN THAT I MET 1 TIME THERE, KEEPS YOUR FLOWERS WATERED, I BELIEVE HIS NAME IS TOM. HE FEELS MY PAIN, WHEN HE WALKED UP TO WATER YOUR FLOWERS THAT DAY, I THOUGHT GOD HAD SENT ANOTHER ANGEL DOWN HERE TO HELP GRAMS SOME- WAY.HIS ONLY CHILD, A DAUGHTER , HURD IS THE LAST NAME , I DO BELIEVE. HIS KINDNESS WAS SO SINCEARE, HE TOO IS LOST WITHOUT HER. IF U CAN FIND HER WITH THE OTHER ANGELS, PLEASE TAKE HER BY THE HAND. I WILL BE THERE TODAY MY CHILD. IF ONLY HE COULD HAVE MET Y IN PERSON. MY LOVE, MY LOVE, REST BECAUSE IT IS HELL HERE ON EARTH, LOVE YOU MORE EVERY DAY, YOU WILL BE FOREVER YOUNG IN MY HEART. PLEASE COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS. BYE 4 NOW YOUR GRAMSEY. Close
To Briana's Gramma----> / Sara Paliwoda
I visited the cemetary yesterday to see my dear friend, Gina, and stopped by to see Briana. One of the beautiful little sign/statues had fallen down so I put it back up.. When I was leaving a older gentlemen in a blue convertable came by and asked me who I was visiting. I told him Gina Colella and Briana Soltis. He then asked me about you. He said that he comes to visit his daughter every other day and sometimes everyday and that he waters all the plants. He asked if I had heard if you were okay or not because he had not seen you. He wanted me to let you know through this website that he will keep watering the plants so there's no need to worry about that and also that he misses seeing you there. I hope everything is as okay as it can be. All my thoughts--Sara Close
MY HURTING BROKEN SOUL / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)Read >>
MY HURTING BROKEN SOUL / GRAMSEY SOLTIS (GRAMA)
BRIANA LYNN, THE TRIP TO WVA WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I GO THROUGH THE MOTION OF LIVING LIKE AN ACTOR IN A PLAY. ONLY YOUR MEMORRY TO REMBER MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH, THE SWEETNESS WILL LINGER FOREVER, AS I TREASURE THE IMAGE OF YOU BEING BESIDE ME EVERY WHERE I WENT. MT TEARS ARE FALLING NOW LIKE KNOW ONE HAS EVER SEEN. I AM IN THAT DEEPEST DARK VALLEY TRYING TO FIND MY WAY OUT WITH OUT YOU. I DO NOT THINK I'L GET OUT, TILL GOD SHOWES ME THE LIGHT. LOVING AND MISSING U MY CHILD, NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY PAIN. LOVING AND MISSING YOU, YOUR LONELY GRAMSEY Close
BRIANA LYNN........I HEARD YOU LOUD AND CLEAR THRU REV. MARY LAST WEEK......I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND ARE OK WITH MY ANSWER TO YOUR QUESTION.......I KNOW YOU ARE CONCERNED, BUT IF I CAN'T HAVE "YOU", NO ONE ELSE WILL DO......
I AM SORRY FOR SAYING NO EVEN THOUGH REV. MARY TOLD ME NOT TO APOLOGIZE FOR IT.......IF IT'S NOT MY PRINCESS PEAPOD IN THE FLESH, I WANT NO ONE ELSE IN HER PLACE......